If I can't climb the ladder to get on the roof...
Would you like to pedal down to the river Sunday night with a blanket, the flask, and some snacks?
I love you!"
me: "that sounds great, baby! I hope it doesn't rain!"
And so it was (without the flask, tho) that a blanket and snacks and two people made their way down to the river, and watched the sky light up.
There's me saying "Oo! I like that one!" after every explosion, and Jed being abnormally quiet but pleasant. There's me not noticing an abnormally quiet Jed and pointing to kids playing and saying "Oh! look at that kid, ha! How cute!" And Jed agreeing but more or less still staying quiet. And then there's Jed reaching out after the last firework went off saying, "Look! there's one more!"
And as I looked to see what black spot he was pointing at in the sky I realized that he wasn't pointing at all but rather holding a ring between his thumb and forefinger.
"Will you marry me?"
My brain: Excuse me, what did he say?"
But my heart knew what he said...and I burst into tears before I got to answer but sniffled and snotted out a "yes, of course!" in time.
And THAT, my friends, is why July has not only held a sweet spot in my memory bank, but has totally robbed those other months out of any better memories for the future (thus far. maybe?)
coulda been worse!

(The letter read as follows) 
